
Getting closer to the end of the year, isn't it? The closer it gets, the less I can identify with it. By Christmas I'm feeling alienated, looking at things from a distance. Does this happen to anyone else? I think I've failed to be able to live for the moment of significant days. I can look ahead, I can look back, relive and re-experience, but during the day itself, I look around bewildered, feel detached and just go through the motions. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating. We'll see....
Oh, and the picture is part of our dinner - potato and beetroot salad with garlic chives. The pickled cucumber is missing. Must buy some.